This could be a very sad story but I would rather write something positive from that ;) In the age of 12 I kissed a girl (my schoolmate) because I was the last one in my class who did! The French kiss was weird and didn't know what others liked about that!
I am very shy, yes I really am! From my first kiss passed some time but when I look into my past it was always the girls who guided me. In the best age (17 of course) I was falling in love every second day! This was a terrible time full of disappointments... How possible that I was always the second! Why? Easy, I was too shy to ask first...
I had girlfriends just when they approached me and I also didn't understand why people because of sex risk their lives, families, relationships, money... Because sex is not such a good and pleasurable thing as I experienced for the first time ;)
Here could the story end but there is something more to tell. Some things never change but with some things you could fight. Like with riding a bike for the first time - you fail many times! Men and wemen are learning to be together everyday and still is not enough. The story still continues...
Today I don't understand how I could have so nice, beautiful, pleasant, smart, chary, amazing girlfriend as I have now. Yes, love is a magic thing!